Crap, it is so true, I love him so much and he loves me so much and both our ways are so sad...I try to convince him that we should run and start a new life somewhere else and he tries to convince me that we should stay and hide from the windmills. I can´t hide cause in that case I have to fight the windmills and he can´t run cause then he gives up. We both deserve better but life just is fucking unfair...we both got the wrong cards in the beginning and now we have to play them...it just is unfair...